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Journal Entry: Thu Jul 10, 2008, 8:25 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: A playlist of various types, I made a second one
  • Reading: Vampire Game, Black Cat and Chibi Vampire
  • Watching: Mostly just Naruto and Bleach
  • Playing: Shaiya
  • Eating: Jerky, and lots of it @_@
  • Drinking: Water ~ Yes, as usual
What a bummer it won't let me use HTML code in this... oh well.

For some reason lately I've been a little more upbeat than I have been for awhile. Maybe I'm just going crazy from having nothing to do during break, but oh well. I've been cleaning around the house more, and I think my mom will have a heart attack when she sees that she can actually see the floor of the storage room (which was her old master bedroom prior to the remodeling of the downstairs when she had a new master bedroom built that was easier for dad to get around since he was pretty much confined to a wheel chair then)

Anyway, I had the urge tonight to share something that might help some find a little peace and balance. I found this folded up on my desk, and I don't know when I wrote it, but it has to have been within the last year because it uses the Celtra words "Oudayra" and "Tourayshay" which were only translated within the last year.

Translation notes:
"Oudayra" means "Be as one" It is a word of invocation and focus
"Touyrayshay" means "Blessed Be" It is a word of affirmation

"Peace Be Unto You"

Peace be unto you
Blessings of light from the Divine
Be as Earth, body grounded and carried in balance
Be as Air, mind clear and focused
Be as Fire, heart strong and fill with passion
Be as Water, being graceful and lightened with love
Oudayra, Elements of life and creation, Oudayra
Tourayshay

Please use this as you feel the need for balance and peace of self. Remember that is very important that while we each favor at least one Element primarily and sometimes one secondary, we must keep some level of balance between all the elements to keep our spiritual systems in proper health.

Yep, that's basically it, maybe I'll go to bed before 2 am tonight, kinda out of stuff to do 'cause I don't think my desk is going to be clean anytime soon @_@. Hugs to all who merit them - you know who you are.

Kayshini!
(btw, that means "Good Night")

A bit of a better time

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 8, 2008, 3:03 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: A playlist of various types
  • Reading: Vampire Game, Black Cat and Chibi Vampire
  • Watching: Mostly just Naruto and Bleach
  • Playing: Shaiya
  • Eating: Had some spaghetti
  • Drinking: Water ~ Yes, as usual
Today was pretty cool actually... well so far it is (it' 6pm now... I think I'll work on the website for a bit.) I got to hang out with a new friend today for a couple hours and it was rather nice.

Not much else new besides that really, on the last week of my summer break from school, since it rained I haven't been able to do any more work in the yard today, but oh well.

Btw... does anyone know how you set up a DeviantID?

Updated~
Thank you to RedLion and the Site FAQ for instructions on how to upload a Deviant ID. With their help, I uploaded a 400Wx250H ID titled "Lunar ID" Please check it out ^_^

Dear things lost that will never return

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 4, 2008, 11:37 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: A playlist of various types
  • Reading: Vampire Game, Black Cat and Chibi Vampire
  • Watching: Mostly just Naruto and Bleach
  • Playing: Shaiya
  • Eating: had a salad (sadly, hasn't changed for 3 posts!)
  • Drinking: Water ~ Yes, as usual
For a note, "Mood" would be 'depressed' except it won't load the damn mood list for me to select it. It just keeps loading... and it's kinda pissing me off.


So today, the 4th of July, I saw and spoke to a past friend I had not spoken to in exactly 2 years to the day, and had not seen in longer than that. Apologies were made,. and past misunderstandings forgiven; however, a primary concern was soon brought to light. It had been my concern that because the person I was friends with was now 2 years older, they would naturally not be the same people I knew back then. Not the same person I used to talk to, not the same person I liked, not the same one that tried to cheer me up when my dad died, just not them.

Basic point: there are times when you lose something dear, it will never return to you.

I will not be able to talk to them like I used to. That friendship is gone now, and I guess that's what's really bugging me at present. Then again, perhaps that's what bothered me of it for the last 2 years.

random

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 27, 2008, 7:12 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: A playlist of various types
  • Reading: Vampire Game, Black Cat and Chibi Vampire
  • Watching: Mostly just Naruto and Bleach
  • Playing: Shaiya
  • Eating: had a salad
  • Drinking: Water ~ Yes, as usual
Went to the eye-doctor today, ordered a new pair of glasses (which took awhile to find the frames), so I'll have new glasses soon ^_^

Marcon designs

Journal Entry: Mon May 28, 2007, 9:39 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: A playlist of various types
  • Reading: Blood Bound
  • Watching: A model spinning back and forth by my screen
  • Playing: Hm.... nothing really
  • Eating: had a salad
  • Drinking: Water ~ Yes, as usual
I just went to my first sci-fi convention, Marcon. It was fun, actually. I spent most of my last nights at the desk in the room on my laptop. I made at least 4 or 5 more bases pieces, doubled my Cor Sigil count, designed 2 random arrangements and three new butterflies in Kayatra ^_^